So, I finally pay off my debt, but things are still tense with my parents like always. What else is new in life? But at least I no longer feel totally and completely trapped in some desolate wasteland that used to be my life. My debts aren't chaining me to them anymore and just enough for a plane ticket and I'm outta here! Hopefully with a job.
I will miss my younger brother and sister dearly, but they understand. I haven't been living my life. I've been living the life my Mom wanted me to live and it sucks. Parents should never make decisions for their kids. Ever. I cannot wait to get away. I should have made my own decisions and told my parents, especially my mom to fuck off. But, oh well, it is what it is and I can only look toward the future now and hope for the best.
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