Sunday, May 26, 2013
Credit Score is Doing Pretty Damn Good!!
I figured I'd insert a post here since I started this originally OCDing over my credit score and how I couldn't get a loan. Well, my credit score HAS improved. It's almost Fair. It's 630 BITCHES!! That's FUCKING RIGHT. It was what 313 a few years ago? And now it's 6fucking30!! So, yeah, I qualified for 100 Store Credit Card (and paid if off in full in no time) and a $300 Capital One Credit Card (and am currently paying that off monthly, but paying waaay more than minimum. Improving my score slowly but surely, whoop whoop!!)
Fucking Co-Workers
Holy shit!!
You'd think by now everyone in the fucking United States would at least own a fucking mirror and know what the hell they looked like. You know when people say, "She's out of my league, he's out of my league, I'm out of her league, etc." That means you are either ugly, unattractive, or just generally average and the other person is hot. Or you are hot and the other person is average, etc. Most people are generally average and then you have exceptions on both sides, yadda yadda, I shouldn't even be having to explain this shit. You look at someone and you know they are hot or not. You know if you're hot or not. Not to be full as fuck of myself but I'm pretty damn fucking attractive. I work with several people, a couple of them guys, one a few years younger and one around my age. Of course, we're all over 21 and under 30, so make of that what you will. Well, hell, the younger one is pretty hot and very attractive and I'd date if he'd drop some sort of fucking clue. I mean, fuck me, I don't even know. Unfortunately, he's tight with this other guy and this other guy is NOT attractive like at all. Sorry, dude, but that's the truth. You'd think the guy would at least aim for chicks that are in his league, like they DO exist. But no, this dude is always aiming for fucking hot chicks. Like even after you lose weight, you're still not gonna be attractive. And frankly, he's creepy as fuck. Heaping piles and piles of compliments on almost every chick that works there. Heaping so many compliments on me, I feel irritated and slightly harassed. Like shut the fuck up. My eye make-up was the same as it was two days ago, a day ago, four days ago, I'm glad it is. I didn't wear eye make-up for awhile because I was in therapy for depression and planning suicide, so make-up wasn't exactly high on my priority list. But now that I'm better, yeah, I like wearing fucking make-up and always have. Yes, my lipstick is red. Yes, I know red looks fucking good on my lips and it's not you who originally told me that so FUCK OFF. You like my hair? Okay. Okay, you like my hair no matter what I do with it? Okay, fucking YAY whoopdeFUCKINGdo. Oh, this is a cute shirt? Oh, this other shirt is your favorite shirt out of all the shirts I wear? No, it's not new fucking pants, asshole, stop always asking about my fucking pants. Thanks for making me feel uncomfortable in half my shirts and all my pants. Oh, and really the shirts that HINT at cleavage, I'm screwed in because he goes on and ON about them, like holy fucking shit, shut the fuck up. I have big ass boobs naturally, so half the shirts show some sort of hint of cleavage. I go out of my way to get shirts that don't show any and even then STILL heaping compliments on top of compliments. Don't get me wrong, if the guy was hot as fuck, of course I'd be appreciative. Hell, he could even just be fine or hell, even just average looking, but this dude is NOT any of that. I mean, really. I hate to sound mean and I know I do, but oh fucking well. You'd think they'd have a fucking brain between the two of them when it comes to this shit. And I REALLY, REALLY am growing to hate the dude since he's pretty much been in the way of what I ACTUALLY WANT. Like sorry, dude, I'm never gonna feel sorry enough for you to degrade myself and actually date you. But his friend, the younger guy, I DO really like a lot. He's super attractive. Last year, though, he kept giving his rides to his friend and I could rarely get any, sadly. And obviously they seem to have some stupid ass bros before hos shit going on. I'm getting a car soon, so it'll be a moot issue. The creeper guy got a car and, at first, never offered rides and like, hey, I thought we were at least friends, he didn't even say he'd gotten a car. Like talk about total douche. Not that I was complaining, like whatthefuckever. I don't wanna ride with HIM, anyway. But one day a manager made a comment about it and was like,"Aren't you gonna offer her a ride??" And I wanted to KICK her because I know where she was coming from but at the same time, NO NO. I don't want no fucking rides from him. I mean, he was getting rides from a girl last year and acted like they had a thing just based on that and like hell, what the fuck? That girl was waaaaay WAAAAY too cute for him. I mean, you gotta be at least SOMEWHAT attractive, seriously. Instead, the guy is unattractive, DESPERATE as FUCK. I mean, if you ever wanna SEE and SMELL desperation, come over to my fucking workplace when he's around because it fucking reeks of it. Fucking creepy.
Then we've got the hot one who just seems so fucking clueless and a little too fucking loyal. Like creepy must have told him at some point or something the he has a creepy thing for me because, hell, it's fucking POURING RAIN the other fucking day and the hot guy HAS to drive PAST my place EVERY FUCKING DAY and can't even offer to bring me home. I mean, he has in the past, but it's ALMOST ALWAYS me that has to ask unless that other guy isn't present and I so CLEARLY need a ride home. So creepy asks eventually. And it's so fucking annoying. I mean, the guy is offering rides to point of it being fucking creepy when it's all fucking sunny and it's like I don't NEED a fucking ride unless the weather is shit, okay? OKAY. So FUCK OFF before I go serious fucking BITCH on your fatASS. But then it's like, It's FUCKING POURING FUCKING RAIN. And it's like people get off on seeing people HAVING to ASK them like it's I don't even FUCKING KNOW. I'd NEVER do that to someone. Hell, I had a car for seven fucking year and I NEVER did do that to anyone. When I worked with a girl without a car, I sure as hell made sure if it was pouring rain, she got a ride home. And her place was nearly 20 minutes OUT OF MY WAY. Where I LIVE is LESS than a MILE. It's FUCKING .66 miles from where we work, 4 minute drive, 15 minute walk, 5 minute bike ride. How FUCKING PATHETIC IS THAT?
I mean, what the FUCK was that? And this hot guy-- like, dude, if he DOES want me. And maybe he doesn't. Maybe he honestly has no interest, but sometimes I wonder..... but, at any rate, he needs to tell his friend to suck it the fuck up and get over his little or big crush, creepy either way. I mean, what the fuck? Talk about sucking your friend's fucking dick. It's like, he could have me. All he has to do is make a move. But, no, can't even offer a fucking ride in the pouring rain because he and his friend are working together. Like, I mean, beyond LIKING a person that's just fucking HUMAN DECENCY---- it's on YOUR fucking way. It's not on your friend's way!! I don't wanna ride with your creepy friend!! It's almost like he's not allowed to offer me rides or like he's stepping aside for his friend. And his friend will NEVER have me because I find him extremely unattractive, there is NO attraction there at all. And the guy is desperate to boot. Like I'm not fucking desperate. I could walk into a bar and get pretty much any guy I really wanted. I'm just not a fucking whore since religion poisoned my mind for so many years. But still, I'm grateful I'm not a whore. Like fuck that bullshit.
And, of course, his friend wouldn't be all that bad if I wasn't so fucking creeped out by him and if wasn't preventing me from being able to get what I want. I mean, the hot guy drinks a ton but I'd still be willing to TRY and see. But at this rate, ugh. Fucking assholes. I walked through fucking rain the other day that's how badly I did NOT want a ride from that fucker. Like it's seriously making me wanna quit my fucking job.
Fuckers.
You'd think by now everyone in the fucking United States would at least own a fucking mirror and know what the hell they looked like. You know when people say, "She's out of my league, he's out of my league, I'm out of her league, etc." That means you are either ugly, unattractive, or just generally average and the other person is hot. Or you are hot and the other person is average, etc. Most people are generally average and then you have exceptions on both sides, yadda yadda, I shouldn't even be having to explain this shit. You look at someone and you know they are hot or not. You know if you're hot or not. Not to be full as fuck of myself but I'm pretty damn fucking attractive. I work with several people, a couple of them guys, one a few years younger and one around my age. Of course, we're all over 21 and under 30, so make of that what you will. Well, hell, the younger one is pretty hot and very attractive and I'd date if he'd drop some sort of fucking clue. I mean, fuck me, I don't even know. Unfortunately, he's tight with this other guy and this other guy is NOT attractive like at all. Sorry, dude, but that's the truth. You'd think the guy would at least aim for chicks that are in his league, like they DO exist. But no, this dude is always aiming for fucking hot chicks. Like even after you lose weight, you're still not gonna be attractive. And frankly, he's creepy as fuck. Heaping piles and piles of compliments on almost every chick that works there. Heaping so many compliments on me, I feel irritated and slightly harassed. Like shut the fuck up. My eye make-up was the same as it was two days ago, a day ago, four days ago, I'm glad it is. I didn't wear eye make-up for awhile because I was in therapy for depression and planning suicide, so make-up wasn't exactly high on my priority list. But now that I'm better, yeah, I like wearing fucking make-up and always have. Yes, my lipstick is red. Yes, I know red looks fucking good on my lips and it's not you who originally told me that so FUCK OFF. You like my hair? Okay. Okay, you like my hair no matter what I do with it? Okay, fucking YAY whoopdeFUCKINGdo. Oh, this is a cute shirt? Oh, this other shirt is your favorite shirt out of all the shirts I wear? No, it's not new fucking pants, asshole, stop always asking about my fucking pants. Thanks for making me feel uncomfortable in half my shirts and all my pants. Oh, and really the shirts that HINT at cleavage, I'm screwed in because he goes on and ON about them, like holy fucking shit, shut the fuck up. I have big ass boobs naturally, so half the shirts show some sort of hint of cleavage. I go out of my way to get shirts that don't show any and even then STILL heaping compliments on top of compliments. Don't get me wrong, if the guy was hot as fuck, of course I'd be appreciative. Hell, he could even just be fine or hell, even just average looking, but this dude is NOT any of that. I mean, really. I hate to sound mean and I know I do, but oh fucking well. You'd think they'd have a fucking brain between the two of them when it comes to this shit. And I REALLY, REALLY am growing to hate the dude since he's pretty much been in the way of what I ACTUALLY WANT. Like sorry, dude, I'm never gonna feel sorry enough for you to degrade myself and actually date you. But his friend, the younger guy, I DO really like a lot. He's super attractive. Last year, though, he kept giving his rides to his friend and I could rarely get any, sadly. And obviously they seem to have some stupid ass bros before hos shit going on. I'm getting a car soon, so it'll be a moot issue. The creeper guy got a car and, at first, never offered rides and like, hey, I thought we were at least friends, he didn't even say he'd gotten a car. Like talk about total douche. Not that I was complaining, like whatthefuckever. I don't wanna ride with HIM, anyway. But one day a manager made a comment about it and was like,"Aren't you gonna offer her a ride??" And I wanted to KICK her because I know where she was coming from but at the same time, NO NO. I don't want no fucking rides from him. I mean, he was getting rides from a girl last year and acted like they had a thing just based on that and like hell, what the fuck? That girl was waaaaay WAAAAY too cute for him. I mean, you gotta be at least SOMEWHAT attractive, seriously. Instead, the guy is unattractive, DESPERATE as FUCK. I mean, if you ever wanna SEE and SMELL desperation, come over to my fucking workplace when he's around because it fucking reeks of it. Fucking creepy.
Then we've got the hot one who just seems so fucking clueless and a little too fucking loyal. Like creepy must have told him at some point or something the he has a creepy thing for me because, hell, it's fucking POURING RAIN the other fucking day and the hot guy HAS to drive PAST my place EVERY FUCKING DAY and can't even offer to bring me home. I mean, he has in the past, but it's ALMOST ALWAYS me that has to ask unless that other guy isn't present and I so CLEARLY need a ride home. So creepy asks eventually. And it's so fucking annoying. I mean, the guy is offering rides to point of it being fucking creepy when it's all fucking sunny and it's like I don't NEED a fucking ride unless the weather is shit, okay? OKAY. So FUCK OFF before I go serious fucking BITCH on your fatASS. But then it's like, It's FUCKING POURING FUCKING RAIN. And it's like people get off on seeing people HAVING to ASK them like it's I don't even FUCKING KNOW. I'd NEVER do that to someone. Hell, I had a car for seven fucking year and I NEVER did do that to anyone. When I worked with a girl without a car, I sure as hell made sure if it was pouring rain, she got a ride home. And her place was nearly 20 minutes OUT OF MY WAY. Where I LIVE is LESS than a MILE. It's FUCKING .66 miles from where we work, 4 minute drive, 15 minute walk, 5 minute bike ride. How FUCKING PATHETIC IS THAT?
I mean, what the FUCK was that? And this hot guy-- like, dude, if he DOES want me. And maybe he doesn't. Maybe he honestly has no interest, but sometimes I wonder..... but, at any rate, he needs to tell his friend to suck it the fuck up and get over his little or big crush, creepy either way. I mean, what the fuck? Talk about sucking your friend's fucking dick. It's like, he could have me. All he has to do is make a move. But, no, can't even offer a fucking ride in the pouring rain because he and his friend are working together. Like, I mean, beyond LIKING a person that's just fucking HUMAN DECENCY---- it's on YOUR fucking way. It's not on your friend's way!! I don't wanna ride with your creepy friend!! It's almost like he's not allowed to offer me rides or like he's stepping aside for his friend. And his friend will NEVER have me because I find him extremely unattractive, there is NO attraction there at all. And the guy is desperate to boot. Like I'm not fucking desperate. I could walk into a bar and get pretty much any guy I really wanted. I'm just not a fucking whore since religion poisoned my mind for so many years. But still, I'm grateful I'm not a whore. Like fuck that bullshit.
And, of course, his friend wouldn't be all that bad if I wasn't so fucking creeped out by him and if wasn't preventing me from being able to get what I want. I mean, the hot guy drinks a ton but I'd still be willing to TRY and see. But at this rate, ugh. Fucking assholes. I walked through fucking rain the other day that's how badly I did NOT want a ride from that fucker. Like it's seriously making me wanna quit my fucking job.
Fuckers.
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